Okay, I guess He was never really hiding from me, so I didn't actually find Jesus, but I've gotten a little clarity lately.
See this picture? This is my world...my whole world and my purpose right now. Lately I've been consumed with how tough it is being a mom to so many little ones and pregnant at the same time. Of COURSE I'm tired, but I've been extremely selfish. I have felt completely alone with no support system.
True; "It takes a Village to raise a family." I'm just going to have to figuratively live in one of those little tiny villages with one stop light and no Target for a while. It's time to cleave to my husband and just lose myself in my children for a while.
We don't have a religion in this Jamison household, but it's time for a little down home faith. Faith that if I have my priorities (husband, kids) in the right place, Jesus will show me the way!
What you are doing with your three little ones and one on the way is a miracle and superhuman! Of course you need Jesus. Hang in there. I found the more I just surrender the better off I am.
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